things have not stopped happening. i just haven't had the energy to deal with them.

the last of the granddads died on friday 13. a cool date to die, and as i don't see him very often anyway i guess i can't say i miss him. but it feels like a sad step forward to lose the last of the grandparents.

i've been working way too much. i know there are people working much more than i do, but maybe this is not the right job. or maybe i'm just not meant to work more than 40 hours/week. whatever the reason, it's been way too much lately. hopefully things will calm down now.

i'm about to start taking hunting lessons. i was supposed to start a couple of weeks back, but so far i've been away at work every week and missed the lessons. hopefully i'll be able to start this week. but i don't expect to be a good hunter, as i feel sick everytime i open the books and look at the dead or dying (or even live) animals i'm supposed to learn how to kill.

we have booked next spring's holiday. we're going to the dominican republic with frends. looking forward to that :)  ¶ 6:24 PM