the pup had to visit the doctor today. we don't know what's wrong with him yet. being me i'm convinced he's soon going to die a slow and painful death. the pup himself doesn't seem to think there's anything wrong with him at all. which is good. i hope he is right. the vet looked concerend though. and that can't be a good sign? today has been a really shitty day. i hope it was just a nightmare, and tomorrow i will wake up without a head ache and with a healthy little pup sleeping at my feet.