it's that time of the month. again. and i'm about to die. happens all the time! the months are much too short. trying to see something positive about today:
* the husband offered to accompany me for the doggy walk in the woods.
* spring was in the air, the snow was melting, the sun was shining, the birds were singing. i hope i hope i hope winter won't realise that it's still only the beginning of february and decide to come back!
* had a nice chat with the m. i complained and she agreed when i said "he's a jerk" and "fuck them"
* the husband bought me coca cola.
* when i started working i realised i had allready done most of it.

can't really not complain at all, though. the hot water bottle broke! how am i supposed to survive the night without it? why don't i have a spare one? you should always have a spare hot water bottle!! i tried to use it for as long as i could, but eventually i was all soaked and cold and had to realise the hot water bottle is now dead. i don't want to go to bed tonight. maybe if i put it inside a grocery bag? i think i'll have to try that. there's no chance i could survive otherwise...  ¶ 10:28 PM