tomorrow i'm going to åre or someplace far far away on a kick off, that we half jokingly call a fuck off, or alternatively the fucking kick off if we want to sound more positive. i'm a bit nervous. what can i expect of a kick off? will i have to play silly games and climb through ropes in the woods in order to learn to trust my colleagues? the k suggested we say fuck your kick off and lock ourselves up in our rooms until we can go back home. another colleague said that it was good we had to leave so early tomorrow morning, because that makes it easier to be angry.

i wonder if we have the wrong attitude to this arrangement? somehow i've had the impression that a kick off is supposed to be something fun... maybe i've become too acclimatised to my colleagues, because i would very much have preferred a nice after work on a friday (here in sollefteå!), where we could all be mean to each other.  ¶ 11:12 AM