today was my first day at work after 2 weeks' christmas vacation. getting up this morning was painful. i've become used to getting up at 7.30 and taking the dog out for a pee, and then go back to bed for two more hours. i think that's how i'm supposed to do it. it feels RIGHT. getting up at 6.30 and not going back to bed again at all feels ...WRONG. i'm sure i'm not supposed to live like that. a mistake must have been made somewhere.