frustration!!!
i hate it when i'm not good at things. yesterday was my first day in karate class for a looong time. and i couldn't quite get it. i kept moving the wrong way, and the more i tried to think "right" the more wrong i did. frustrating! and today at work there was a girl/woman coming from östersund to teach us FrameMaker, and it went fine at first but then i was stupid enough to ask her a question and the answer was so complicated i lost her and that ruined the whole day. i'm still upset when i think about it. i hate FrameMaker! i got more and more frustrated, and had to leave earlier because i couldn't concentrate on anything after that.
fortunately my friends at the ex-work invited me for dinner after work, otherwise i'd probably still be upset and not be able to sleep tonight. they even gave me a farewell-gift: a fridge pack of coca cola :)