stupid stupid stupid!!!
i came here (to work) at 8 am as usual this morning. and not until i opened the door did i remember that i don't start working until 1 pm today... i could have stayed in bed with my wonderful new and expensive pillow, instead of going here. i'm going to be upset over this for days! and i'm working till 10 pm tonight. and tommy went home (with the car) several hours ago. stuuuupid me! i'm thinking about staying here tonight, and sleep in a sofa. otherwise tommy will have to come and get me tonight, and it will be late, and i'll be angry and irritated, and i'm not going to be very nice company. so maybe it's better to stay here and be angry alone?