i have spent much of the afternoon in the sun, and now i have so many freckles my face is almost completely hidden under them. i watched tommy change tyres on the saab. i hope he felt masculine and strong doing it all by himself, letting his weak little wife enjoy the sun... after a while i had to go in and vacuum clean, do the dishes and water the plants, to take care of my bad conciense for being so lazy and un-helpful.
there was an advertisment in the newspaper today. a man looking for a girl he had met 1958. i wonder if he finds her... and why he decided to look for her, almost 50 years later... maybe they were lovers, and he hasn't been able to stop thinking of her.