i recently realised i haven't been very happy lately. and as i don't like not being happy, i've decided something needs to be done.
first step: destroying the bracelet tommy gave me last year. this might sound like a strange thing to do in order to be less not-happy, but it was one of those bracelets with a heart, a cross and an anchor. and even though i thought it was sweet of him, and i know he probably didn't realise how much it would bother me, i've felt very uncomfortable wearing a christian symbol around my wrist for almost a year. so, saturday i cut the anchor and the cross off, and kept just the heart. it feels much better.
second step: crying and sobbing and hugging tommy all night, feeling miserable.
third step: going on a vacation to somewhere where they have sun. we haven't done this yet, but i've asked my boss for two weeks off, and we're looking at different exotic places on the net.  ¶ 9:02 PM