today has been a rotten day. when the alarm clock went off this morning i was so tired it hurt. we were out of juice, so i had to drink our smelly bad tasting yellow water for breakfast. the galdor cat came with the bob and me for the morning walk, and i didn't have the energy to run away from him. so we lost him in the woods. so i worried all day about him being hit by a car or eaten by the vicious killer cats in the village (galdor is too much of a philosopher to notice all the dangers in life). my lunch was cold in the middle. i was hungry before it was time to go home from work. the stupid galdor cat came with the bob and me for the after work walk too. and i had even less energy to run away from him then. he got stuck in a pipe, almost fell into the stream, almost got hit by a truck and two cars and eventually i lost him. tommy suggested funny coloured drinks to cheer me up. i thought that sounded fun, so i was actually a bit happy for a while. but after the first zip i remembered i don't like alcohol, and the drink tasted horrible. so i had to drink the smelly bad tasting yellow water for dinner too. after dinner i had to go for a second after work walk, as the first one was so short (galdor's fault). the road is covered with white worm corpses after all the rain. i imagined the worms to be tiny dead people after the tsunami. that didn't make me in a better mood. on the way back home i felt a weak happyish felling in the stomach for a while, when i was looking at the mountains surrounding our little piece of the world. then i stepped on a pile of worm corpses, and the happiness disappeared.

after a hot shower, and chocolate and a cosy cat under the blanket in the sofa i now feel a bit better. i'm going to bed early tonight...  ¶ 9:14 PM